A 20 a\u00f1os, un recuen\u00adto, el pri\u00admer repa\u00adso. Ape\u00adnas hab\u00eda ama\u00adne\u00adci\u00addo, supon\u00adgo, a la con\u00adcien\u00adcia. Seis o sie\u00adte a\u00f1os con\u00adta\u00adr\u00eda para ese enton\u00adces. 19 de sep\u00adtiem\u00adbre de 1985. Era muy de ma\u00f1a\u00adna. Sen\u00adta\u00addo a la mesa del come\u00addor. A mi izquier\u00adda la ven\u00adta\u00adna que daba al esta\u00adcio\u00adna\u00admien\u00adto, un pri\u00admer piso en el sur de la ciu\u00addad, don\u00adde deja\u00adba de ser\u00adlo, a\u00fan hab\u00eda mucho ver\u00adde y mucho azul. Las cor\u00adti\u00adnas blan\u00adcas, tal vez ama\u00adri\u00adllas, pero las que recuer\u00addo son las blan\u00adcas, como de pl\u00e1s\u00adti\u00adco o de tela, no recuer\u00addo si se pod\u00eda ver para afue\u00adra. Creo que eran blan\u00adcas. Fren\u00adte a m\u00ed, el desa\u00adyuno, creo que un vaso de leche. No s\u00e9 en qu\u00e9 momen\u00adto comen\u00adz\u00f3 el terre\u00admo\u00adto. No sab\u00eda que era, no sola\u00admen\u00adte no ten\u00eda pala\u00adbras para eso sino que la satu\u00adra\u00adci\u00f3n de est\u00ed\u00admu\u00adlos me roba\u00adban cual\u00adquier bal\u00adbu\u00adceo posi\u00adble. Mi her\u00admano, muy peque\u00ad\u00f1o. Lo reco\u00adge\u00adr\u00eda el trans\u00adpor\u00adte un poco m\u00e1s tar\u00adde que a m\u00ed. Creo que ten\u00eda el uni\u00adfor\u00adme rojo pues\u00adto, el de la Con\u00adti\u00adnen\u00adtal. No, \u00e9l toda\u00adv\u00eda usa\u00adba la bata del kin\u00adder. No recuer\u00addo. Y tem\u00adbla\u00adba. Mi abue\u00adla sal\u00eda des\u00adde la coci\u00adna con su \u201c\u00a1Jes\u00fas, Mar\u00eda y Jos\u00e9!\u201d, m\u00e1s dra\u00adm\u00e1\u00adti\u00adco que nun\u00adca. Creo que todo cru\u00adj\u00eda hacien\u00addo rui\u00addo. El est\u00e9\u00adreo cami\u00adna\u00adba por s\u00ed solo. \u00bfCa\u00edan pla\u00adtos? Dema\u00adsia\u00adda leche, dema\u00adsia\u00addos rezos de mi abue\u00adla. Quie\u00adro vomi\u00adtar. Trae un poci\u00adllo, una espe\u00adcie de cace\u00adro\u00adla azul de pel\u00adtre, don\u00adde se hac\u00eda la gela\u00adti\u00adna, y yo vomi\u00adto. No recuer\u00addo si abra\u00adz\u00f3 a alguno. Nadie la abra\u00adz\u00f3 a ella. Mi her\u00admano solo en el sill\u00f3n y un cua\u00addro que no qui\u00adso caer\u00adse sobre \u00e9l.<\/p>\n
Lo siguien\u00adte que recuer\u00addo es mi abue\u00adla dicien\u00addo que no asis\u00adti\u00adr\u00eda\u00admos a la escue\u00adla. Vinie\u00adron a tocar has\u00adta la casa. Habien\u00addo lle\u00adga\u00addo la luz, las noti\u00adcias y un bre\u00adve vis\u00adta\u00adzo al desas\u00adtre. \u00bfHabl\u00f3 mi madre? Nues\u00adtro tel\u00e9\u00adfono era el 5 94 52 92, \u00bfya ten\u00eda\u00admos el gris eric\u00adson? Muchas lla\u00adma\u00addas, creo que tam\u00adbi\u00e9n mi padre lla\u00adm\u00f3. Creo que hab\u00eda mie\u00addo, preo\u00adcu\u00adpa\u00adci\u00f3n, \u00bfdes\u00adcon\u00adsue\u00adlo?, \u00bfzozo\u00adbra?, \u00bfmie\u00addo? Y todos est\u00e1\u00adba\u00admos bien. Tam\u00adbi\u00e9n tem\u00adbl\u00f3 en Gua\u00adda\u00adla\u00adja\u00adra. \u00bfPachu\u00adca?<\/p>\n
Mi her\u00admano y yo d\u00e1ba\u00admos vuel\u00adtas sobre nues\u00adtro pro\u00adpio eje para emu\u00adlar el movi\u00admien\u00adto, el mis\u00admo mareo que des\u00adde la bur\u00adla era menos impo\u00adnen\u00adte. Mi abue\u00adla nos rega\u00ad\u00f1a\u00adba, \u2018con eso no se jue\u00adga. Ya est\u00e9n\u00adse en paz\u2019. No hab\u00eda\u00admos ido a la escuela.<\/p>\n
El de la noche fue m\u00e1s espan\u00adto\u00adso. Esta\u00adba un cap\u00ed\u00adtu\u00adlo de Chi\u00adqui\u00adlla\u00addas suma\u00admen\u00adte abu\u00adrri\u00addo, era musi\u00adcal, \u00bfde Cr\u00ed-Cr\u00ed? Nos sen\u00adta\u00admos mi her\u00admano y yo a jugar \u2018Uno\u2019 a la mesa. Un gan\u00adcho col\u00adga\u00addo de una argo\u00adlla del libre\u00adro-bar me indi\u00adc\u00f3 que todo se mov\u00eda de nue\u00advo. Mi abue\u00adla en la coci\u00adna o en el ba\u00f1o. Creo que rega\u00ad\u00f1a a alguien. Se va la luz cuan\u00addo ya est\u00e1 ella con noso\u00adtros y sus rezos, los que se pre\u00adpa\u00adran cuan\u00addo se est\u00e1 cayen\u00addo el mun\u00addo. Alguien vino a reco\u00adger\u00adnos. Creo que un vecino. Creo que lle\u00adga\u00adron mis padres. Con\u00adfu\u00adsi\u00f3n en la esca\u00adle\u00adra, no recuer\u00addo. Lo siguien\u00adte es en el coche\u2026 Ah s\u00ed, Mau\u00adri\u00adcio y Tere, ami\u00adgos de mis padres que a la pos\u00adtre se divor\u00adcia\u00adron fue\u00adron a auxi\u00adliar\u00adnos. Fui\u00admos a ver c\u00f3mo esta\u00adba mi t\u00eda Ana y creo que mi t\u00eda Ceci\u00adlia. Muy atrac\u00adti\u00adva, \u00bfseduc\u00adto\u00adra?, Tere. Recuer\u00addo su olor y piel api\u00ad\u00f1o\u00adna\u00adda, more\u00adna, muy maqui\u00adlla\u00adda, \u00bfsus medias? Era boni\u00adta. Creo que yo me preo\u00adcu\u00adp\u00e9 bas\u00adtan\u00adte, no recuer\u00addo a qu\u00e9 hora regre\u00adsa\u00admos a dor\u00admir a la casa. Vi cuar\u00adtea\u00addu\u00adras en la pared. \u00bfYa ten\u00eda\u00admos las lite\u00adras? Creo que s\u00ed. Creo que lo que recuer\u00addo en la cara de los adul\u00adtos es mie\u00addo, impo\u00adten\u00adcia. \u00bfAh\u00ed se habr\u00e1 deci\u00addi\u00addo que no se pod\u00eda sen\u00adtir pro\u00adtec\u00adci\u00f3n de par\u00adte de ellos? \u00bfHabr\u00e1 sido el cl\u00ed\u00admax de esa sepa\u00adra\u00adci\u00f3n gestada?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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